Through To the Other Side.

The other side

Where my joy

Resides

Right?


How

To

Make

It

Through


God

Help

Me

Do

This


Guides

Save me


Send me

Release me

Of this pain

This god awful pain

Blame

Remorse

Regret

Bring me

Peace

Belief

Relief

Send me something

Anything

I have nothing

But an empty

Desolate

Heart

Aching

In sadness

Deep

Deep

Loneliness


Built up

From years

On end

Surfacing

Resurrecting

Its ugly head

There

Waiting

Greeting

Me

With a sinister grin

A devilish

Old friend

Filling me

With regret

Like ninety

Sand spurs

Sticking me

In my head

In my body


My sweet body

My beautiful soul

Will I recover

From this

Incredible toll

Death

Takes on

Us all


One way or another

We are affected by each other

The absence of one

Leaves

A missing

Connection

In the thread

Of life

For another


It cannot be restored

Only rewired

To create a new connection

A resurrection

Of energy

Directed not

At the physical body

The sweet lifeless body


No

This connection

Is surreal

Beyond what

You know to

Be real

Its a connection

Tethered to each other

Energized by love

For one another


Created from Source

All powerful

Guided by

The new angel

On the other side

A spiritual connection

Has been

My

Relationship

Resurrection

With my brother


Bringing us back

Together

In a different way

A new way

An unseen way

Guided by his signs

He leads me

Towards new things

Incredible things

Wondrous things

Beautiful things

Monumental things

Unheard of things


When I listen

It gets better

When I ignore

Well, there comes the

Shitty weather

It's been a shit

Season

Full of flowers

The most beautiful flowers

Amongst a hailstorm

Of pain

And then flowers grow again

And then comes the heavy rain


Killing them

Hopeless

Lifeless

And then

The sun reminds them

It's time to shine again


Relentless

Resilient

Brilliant

It's time to grow

it's time to rise

And know

That there is purpose

In growth


There is rhythm

To reason

And rhyme to each

Season

They all give us meaning

At the end of life

There can be strife

Or there can be meaning

To inspire better

Living

There can be chaos

Or there can be connection


A deep resurrection

Of ones soul

Knowing there is more

Letting fear fuel the desire

To live a life

That brings me joy

Gives me purpose

Life is not meant to hurt us

It is not here to torture us


It is here

To show us

How to care

How to relate

How to create

Quakes

Of love

With one

Small

Kind

Action

At a time


Humanity

Is connection


We are here

To love

To support

Not to judge

To hold hands

To embrace

Not to turn away

To open

To soften

We are creatures

Of connection

With a predilection

Towards love

True true

Love

Not judged

Safe

So safe

Held

Seen

Embraced

That is our true

Nature

To let

Our hearts

Grow wild

Seeing through

The eyes

Of a child

Loving

Lending

Always giving


Souls open wide

For diving deep

Inside

Each other

Learning from

One another

Humanity

Is key

To peace

Let me love

Each person

For who they are

Able to meet them

Wherever they are


May compassion

Take over my body

And fill me

With the passion

To succeed

In connecting humanity

Back together

One broken heart

At a time

All starting

With mine.