The fire.

The anger

The rage

Feels like swallowing fire

Imprisoned

In a cage


Release me pain

Let me out

Of this game

I’m going insane


Swallow me whole

Chew me up

Grind me into nothing

Life is not worth

Breathing

I can barely

See anything


Blinded

By the darkness

Nothingness

Except with

The intensity

That could burn down

A thousand cities


Let me be free

Anger, you are not me

Release from my body

Or I’ll die trying

To escape thee


Rage you are not me

I am free

Your grasp takes

No hold on me

I’ll fight this

Until mortal enemies


I want to live

I will be free


Freedom starts with me


I release you

From the chokehold

I have on you

I am done fighting

With you

Fuck

I love you too


You taught me

How to feel

Especially when it’s so

Fucking real


Viscerally there

The pain going

Nowhere

Deep rooted and stuck

Muck


And then

When I feel you

You move

Fuck

It hurts

Like throwing up

Blood

The pain

Like ants in my veins

Brings me to my knees

I weep


Longing to end the blame

And shame

That comes

With not seeing this through


Move!

Out my body

I am ready

You’ve gotten so fucking heavy


Just sitting there

Waiting for me to care


I feel you now

Sacred fire

Whispering to me

Who I really want to be


Showing me how

Grave

It is

To smother

This shit


It all comes out

One way

Or another

I’d rather it not

Be on each other


So I feel

To heal

And let this anger

soar


Showing me once more

That I am alive

That from these ashes I will thrive

A Phoenix rising

Like the Sun

This fire brings

Warmth to everyone


Thank you

My anger

My fire

Blazing my path

Towards my heart’s deepest desires