The anger
The rage
Feels like swallowing fire
Imprisoned
In a cage
Release me pain
Let me out
Of this game
I’m going insane
Swallow me whole
Chew me up
Grind me into nothing
Life is not worth
Breathing
I can barely
See anything
Blinded
By the darkness
Nothingness
Except with
The intensity
That could burn down
A thousand cities
Let me be free
Anger, you are not me
Release from my body
Or I’ll die trying
To escape thee
Rage you are not me
I am free
Your grasp takes
No hold on me
I’ll fight this
Until mortal enemies
I want to live
I will be free
Freedom starts with me
I release you
From the chokehold
I have on you
I am done fighting
With you
Fuck
I love you too
You taught me
How to feel
Especially when it’s so
Fucking real
Viscerally there
The pain going
Nowhere
Deep rooted and stuck
Muck
And then
When I feel you
You move
Fuck
It hurts
Like throwing up
Blood
The pain
Like ants in my veins
Brings me to my knees
I weep
Longing to end the blame
And shame
That comes
With not seeing this through
Move!
Out my body
I am ready
You’ve gotten so fucking heavy
Just sitting there
Waiting for me to care
I feel you now
Sacred fire
Whispering to me
Who I really want to be
Showing me how
Grave
It is
To smother
This shit
It all comes out
One way
Or another
I’d rather it not
Be on each other
So I feel
To heal
And let this anger
soar
Showing me once more
That I am alive
That from these ashes I will thrive
A Phoenix rising
Like the Sun
This fire brings
Warmth to everyone
Thank you
My anger
My fire
Blazing my path
Towards my heart’s deepest desires
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